hey everybody, i didnt even went to my friday prayers. haha. jahat kann? gaah! woke up late la. yest slept late, so today wake up late. hehe.
today, baby msg me sedihsedih. kesian seiy baby. ppl jst dont appreciate her kindness. she sacrifice even though she's tired, bt ppl still scold her even if she's not at fault. mane bole gytu?! stupid or what?! she help you in many ways then you treat her like tht. very inconsiderate. pfft! hais. baby, you got to voice out. fight for your right la. you said to me you dont have the courage, bt until when bie? if you keep doing this, ppl will just use you tau busyuk. mane bole gini. i pity you okay. if onlii i could help you. hrmm. and baby, sorry for not bein there for you. you said you wanna hug me, bt i tkde kt situ. )): im realli sorry kay bie. imissyou too. we have to mitt up soon kay b.
jst now, went for a checkup. cos these few days, my chest veryvery painpain. haiyo. went to checkup and guess what the doc said?
Doc: muhd noah, your condition is gettint worse. you heart is, im sorry to say, your heart is weakening.
Me: huh?! realli? ouh. okay. what can i do about it?
Doc: im not sure. i need to see it thru. its realli bad ald.
Me: ouh. okay. bt i'll still live long right?
Doc: we cant be so sure bout it. it can hit you anytime. you just have to becareful.
Me: okay. thanks. can i go now?
Doc: ya, sure. we'll call you once we've conferm.
ouh my, my heart is getting worse. haha. sedih kann? bt what to do? its all fate la. when you have to go, you have to go. you cant do anything. mine is short, so make yours longer okay. live life to the fullest. happiihappii selalu!
and plaese, dont tell lolli la kay. i dont want her to get worried. i had her worrying for me ald. and this came, ltr she more worried. so just hushhush and everything will be fine.
im being strong here. she's the onlii one who can strengthen myself.
im sorry baby, i dont want you to worry bout me.
iloveyou bambam!
Labels: appreciate what she has done for you. she's the one who helped alot.
♥ 6:56 PM
hey ppl! lets talk bout yest kay. yest, i went to werk. werk, werk, werk then baby msg me. haha. she say she dreamt bout me yest.
baby: b, tad i mimpi pasal you seiy.and i realised how strong my love is for you.
lacko:hahah. ape you mimpi? bilang la.
baby:bt dont laugh tao. its funny plus stupid. hehs
its like, theres a vampire suckin ppl's blood to death. then you like sacrifice yourself for me. you wanted to let the vampire suck you. bt i pleaded and pleaded with the vampire, till cry and say tht iloveyou alot, and etc. b tau, i bangun dari tdo, i was realli cryin. grr.
SO BABY, YOU MUST KNOW, I TRUELY LOVE YOU TAWK!
lacko: aww baby! thts so sweet. im glad you realised tht. iloveyou alot too. im realli happii tht you know how much you love me. you're my one and onlii baby okay!
baby: hees. youre my one and onlii bby too hunney. i just feel like huggin you tight right now.
lacko: gee. i wanna hug you too la busyuk! haha. realli miss you so much.
and then i continue werking. baby realli made my day. even im tired, she made me smile the whole day. wow! mane nk crk pompan gytu? we're not attchd to each other bt our love is undescribable. she's gonna be my one and onlii! no one can replace her. too bad girls, im so in love with her! hahaha! ((:
Labels: to be with you is all i ever wanted.
♥ 7:46 PM
im sorry baby. didnt mean to make you mad. maybe your scared, bt trust me, i dont wanna lose you anymore. i jst want you, you and onlii you. dont want to quarrel again. i understand tht you tgh menses, tapy jgn la maramara i. i tkt seiy. hmm.
im sorry! )':
♥ 12:37 AM
yest, went to werk like normal. it was tiring siaa. so many things to carry. sumore all very heavy seiy. haiyo. sweat all over. baju smpi basah kuyup seiy. mcm mandi hujan! hahaha! then while werking, i got a miss call from baby. called her bck and she said she wanna mitt me. gaah! i was so happii! penat pon hilang. haha.
after werk, met baby at jurong east. then we go yew tee mkn mac. hees. baby so cute! mcm nk pinchpinch pipi dier! haha. so long nvr mitt baby then when mitt mcm tk tau nk ckp ape. hahaha. bt everything when smoothly. then we talktalk. then baby said something so touching. she said, " tk gune b klw kte gadoh sume bt we still end up being togetha. haha. i was so glad she said tht. bt its true la. even we fought smpi tk cntct sume, we still end up togetha." ((:
then i told baby, " it doesnt matter even if we're a couple or not. if our love is sincere, we'll be togetha no matter how big we quarrel." then baby pon happii. hahah. then she haf to go home at arnd 7. sent her to yew tee cntrl station. hugged her, kiss her. and said the words we always say to each other. "iloveyou, imissyou, ineedyou! i love MY baby bambam!"
then baby when home ald. she msg me. hees. imissher la. even baru jumpe pon, dah rindu. hehs.
then i called her, talked on the phone till she reached home. then we put down. gaah!
now then i realised tht we dont have to be a couple to continue our love. if our love is sincere towards each other, we'll go as far as we can think of. i just love you baby.
you'll always ake my day the best!
Labels: true love starts from scratch
♥ 5:50 PM
hey there everyone! today went to escort bdk outsiderz kahwin. ribot jgak uh. haiyo. two places seiy. bontot saket dudok atas moto. klw dekat tkpe, jaohjaoh plak tu. pisang!! penat tau. haiya. ni pon last min dorg suro ekot. klw tk, dah dudok rumah tido smpi bsok. hehs!
tmr werk la. pagypagy must go out ald. haiya. nk crk duit mahh. so must werk hard. hehe. 630 must mitt them at lot1. adr trnsport. best! bole tido dlm lorry jap. gaah!
today my bambam baby nvr msg. haiya. maybe busy or what la. bt idk. dont wanna accuse her anyhow. dah serik! ): if i accuse, ltr im the one who is wrong. hahaha!! ltr i kena scold. haiyo. tknk! ((: anw baby, imissyou la! i wanna mitt you soon la. i cant resist the pain of missin you. hahah.do msg me when you can okay. i know your pp8 low, bt atleast one msg also i'll be happii enuf to last for the whole day. klw tk, asik fikir psl you je. bole gylerr you tau tk? tk tau kann? haha.
okay la. i wanna go sleep. tmr must wake up early. apape picet! haha! byebye.
imissyou baby!
Labels: missin you baby.
♥ 11:49 PM
lolli, imissyou so much la! when can we mitt again? when can we sit down with each other and laugh like the old days? when? when? when? haiyo.i realli wanna mitt you seiy. stakat jumpe kt kude kepang aje tk dapat bobal buat ape seiy? makin rindu lagy adr la.when will i get to mitt you? when will be the day tht i can see your face right infront of mine?its been so long since i get to spent time with you together. now you're busy werking then got no time for me ald seiy.i know im not your guy bt still i want to have the times like we used to have before. i realli miss those days seiy b. hais.how i wish we were like before when you can mitt me whenever you want.even now, i dont know how much you love me. i dont know even if you still love me or not.yea, words are easily spoken, bt to show it, its gonna be real hard. we're not close like before. its hard to get close to you nowadays. its realli hard for me.just now when your ex msg me, i was thinkin what does he still want from you. is there still something going on between you and him? i know, he wants you bck, bt i'll tell you i wont give up on you easily. im not gonna leave you without putting up a fight just for the sake of loving you.our relationship has past 1year even when we're not a couple. alot of things happened bt here i am still waitin for you. i know its my duty to ask you the special question, bt i dont know whether you're ready to be with me or not.i realli miss the old times. i was like your everything at tht time. bt now, i dont know.i still wanna be with you. i still wanna love you. bt do you? )):this question always came to my mind.i just want you bck. i just want the old lolli to come bck. )':Labels: wish you were still mine baby.
♥ 6:50 AM
i was relieved when baby msg me just now in the morning at 7.24am. i was very happii. she didnt forget me after all. bt we msg skejap je. then she must start werk. bt im realli happii la. atleast she msg me. she said she's werking then somemore tired. keje ape yg tk penat b? sume keje penat. cumer nk dgn tknk aje.
then lastly, she said she haf to start werk and guess what she said? "Im so in love with you, hehs. tc bie!" haiyo. she always make my day.
she's my bitch okay. no matter how much she hurt me, i'll still be hers no matter what. wanna take her away from me? think again okay!
thts all people. byebye.
Labels: i LOVE my BITCH.
♥ 4:49 PM
even you're far away, you're always in my mind night and day.
things werent the same like before.
the way you love me, the way you care bout me and the way you pamper me.
everything is going out of hand.
its hard to cntct you now.
and i dont know if you still love me anot.
i cant see whats going on in your life.
thts bcos im far away.
if you're happii this way, then just face me and say.
no point hiding and running,
cos you're jst making me finding.
monkey is sad today, cos theres no "banana" for him.
Labels: i just miss your presence in my eyes like before.
♥ 4:51 AM
Just now went to kenduri. pegy kenduri abeh tk bwk buku nk bace. haha! ape la. Padehal dah ltk atas meje seiy. pastu luper nk bwk. aiya. tk padan lagging.
today was effing bored. nothing to do. after kenduri je tido. haha. nowadays, i sleep alot. dont know why. very tired. andand im having a flu. rabak seiy. everytime sneeze aje. adr H1N1 kot? haiyo. want to go for checkup bt dont know when. takot seiy. mane tawu btol kann dpt H1N1? hehs.
Today baby nvr msg me at all. mcm dah luper org kt sini aje? did she realli forget bout me? is she moving on without telling me? not even a msg from her, not even a miss call. haiyo. baby, if you're reading this, pleaseplease msg me. if you wanna move on without me then tell me. dont just keep quiet and run away from me. you said to me a few days bck, you dont wanna lose me too. bt now, you're not even cntcting me thru anything. hais. you seem realli happii with your life without me interfering, without msging me. if you realli are happii this way, then tell me. i guess today, we wont be mitting each other. everytime i wanna mitt you, theres ALWAYS sumthing tht would make you change your mind, theres always sumthing tht will stop us from mitting each other. why seiy? why all this? its been 3days you didnt msg me. bt kwnkwn you, you msg, walaupon pp8 you low. tapy i kt sini mengharapkann msg you? tk tersampai. hrmm. if you're reading this, just know tht i miss you so much. even if you dont wanna cntct me anymore, then just tell me the truth. i know im kindof pestering you right now with my msg. byk kann i msg you? hais. jst say if you haf to. i dont mind. i'll accept the fact. i jst hope tht you'll msg me tmr and mitt me. thts what im hoping for. i miss you, bt idk bout you out there. you werk also nvr tell me. tkkn satu msg pon tk bole seiy? hrmm. i realli feel lonely. bt maybe you're happii out there. idk. too bad we're far apart. it hurts to miss you so badly.
Labels: jangan mencapai angin yg tidak mungkin bole ditangkap.
♥ 4:21 AM
Lolli Bambam!!
Where are you?
I havent received any of your msgs since yest.
Where did you go?
Are you running away again?
Your silence makes me miss you.
Labels: please dont do it again.
♥ 2:03 PM
Today baby never msg me. bt as per normal, i msg her ALOT of times. haha.
My normal routine la to msg her. Everyday without fail i msg her okay! hahaha!
Realli miss baby la. haiya. hopefully friday get to mitt her like she said she wanna mitt me. gaah!
Today i lepak again, talktalk and met my primary school BESTfriend, atiq. haha. so long never mitt him. dah besar dier. have been wif him since primary four seiy!
At about 12am, we watch Transformers 2. so high-tech. great show la.
tmr got kenduri. malas seiy nk pegy. aiya. maybe not going la. stay at home till the kenduri finish then go down there. jahat kann? i know. i am. hahaha.
kay la, i wanna sleep.
byebye.
andand, ilove MY Baby Bambam!
Labels: She's my bitch. No one can take her away.
♥ 4:48 AM
heyhey, my day was absolutely great yest. msg baby, talk bout our stuffs. realli happii that she replied my msgs. haha. miss her so much la. friday kay b we mitt. dont forget tau. jgn nnt tukar plan pulak. hmm.
i went to my fren's hse lepaklepak, talktalk. baby said nk msg balek, tapy tkde pon? haiya. baby slalu gytu tau. hmph. lepak wif my frens till 3am then went home. day was great when lolli msg me. happii sangatsangat. hehe. hope things will change like how we were last time. everything was great. can i like jst haf you bck? haiya. cant afford to lose you again and again. had enuf of losing you la b. dont want anymore of this. gaah! hope baby will msg me today. iloveyou, imissyou, ineedyou baby.
byebye
Lolli gave me this pic. she edit this for me. its true baby, theres no LOVE without you. iloveyou sweetheart. Now tht you're single, im gonna try my best. wee.
Labels: i just want you bck sweetheart. i'll be waiting.
♥ 3:18 AM
Hey people, lets talk bout yest okay.
yest, went to tekka must helphelp angkat barang la. haiyo. kater sikit. tapy pehh byk! beratberat plak tu. then baby msg me skejap pastu tk reply. haiya. then we go mkn at riski then go kallang. teman kwn werk. hahah. kekek seiy. bodoh btol! then baby msg again. she said, " bby! ily! imy! dunt rep. tc." hees. atleast she msg me la. happii enuf seiy. afta werk we all went lorong buy ciggy. dont think different eik. hmph! and guess wad? we fit seven ppl in a trailer. haha. sempit la but very fun. lagy driver dier minom. then he playplay on the road. hahaha! after that went home la. arnd 5+ then we reach home. very tired la. bt very HAPPENING! haha.
in the mean time, we are finding for bdk KTM(Kill The Malays) cibang btol, tau nk matikann melayu kape? cibai uh! dpt korg kann? SELAMAT uh bro!
thts all i got today folks. byebye.
Labels: baby, i still love you. (:
♥ 3:06 PM
today, i'll be home late. haf to go lakeside mitt my kepale, then go tekka. tk tau uh adr ape. rembat bangla kot. haha!
yest, msg jiaa, talk bout my love life la. and thanks alot jiaa. thanks for all the advise. i think im gonna stay and wait. cos if she's the one i love, then she's gonna be the one i'll be waitin for even if it takes a long time. hehe. i jst love her too much la. i dont wanna lose her anymore.
i wanna change can? will ppl allow me to change my attitude? haiya. frm happii go lucky to veryvery angry. nnt jady LackoTheAngryMonkey! hahah. kay mepek!
dah la. penat la type. hehe. see you soon!~
Labels: i'll be waitin.
♥ 5:29 PM
heyhey, jst came bck frm soccer la. penat tau! bt anw, we won! 3-1. hehe. get to score one goal, yay! she didnt msg me today. waited and waited, bt no msg or call. hais. maybe she dont want to cntct me ald la. she say dah break, tapy tenok sume SAMER aje. haiya. dont know what to do la. jst wait onlii la lacko.
anw, thanks jiaa!! for editin my blog! ((:
Labels: im still waitin.
♥ 12:11 AM
Hello, Jia here! (:
Okay, this is Lacko's new blog. He needed help for his blog here,
so yea i helped him. Just wait for him to update his things up here, alright?
Bye, takecare (:
♥ 2:44 PM
