hey everybody, i didnt even went to my friday prayers. haha. jahat kann? gaah! woke up late la. yest slept late, so today wake up late. hehe.
today, baby msg me sedihsedih. kesian seiy baby. ppl jst dont appreciate her kindness. she sacrifice even though she's tired, bt ppl still scold her even if she's not at fault. mane bole gytu?! stupid or what?! she help you in many ways then you treat her like tht. very inconsiderate. pfft! hais. baby, you got to voice out. fight for your right la. you said to me you dont have the courage, bt until when bie? if you keep doing this, ppl will just use you tau busyuk. mane bole gini. i pity you okay. if onlii i could help you. hrmm. and baby, sorry for not bein there for you. you said you wanna hug me, bt i tkde kt situ. )): im realli sorry kay bie. imissyou too. we have to mitt up soon kay b.
jst now, went for a checkup. cos these few days, my chest veryvery painpain. haiyo. went to checkup and guess what the doc said?
Doc: muhd noah, your condition is gettint worse. you heart is, im sorry to say, your heart is weakening.
Me: huh?! realli? ouh. okay. what can i do about it?
Doc: im not sure. i need to see it thru. its realli bad ald.
Me: ouh. okay. bt i'll still live long right?
Doc: we cant be so sure bout it. it can hit you anytime. you just have to becareful.
Me: okay. thanks. can i go now?
Doc: ya, sure. we'll call you once we've conferm.
ouh my, my heart is getting worse. haha. sedih kann? bt what to do? its all fate la. when you have to go, you have to go. you cant do anything. mine is short, so make yours longer okay. live life to the fullest. happiihappii selalu!
and plaese, dont tell lolli la kay. i dont want her to get worried. i had her worrying for me ald. and this came, ltr she more worried. so just hushhush and everything will be fine.
im being strong here. she's the onlii one who can strengthen myself.
im sorry baby, i dont want you to worry bout me.
iloveyou bambam!
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