to everyone who have my number, i wont be using hp anymore tau.
if you wanna cntct me, you have to find someways la. hehs.
it will be hard not having a phone to cntct my friends and especially my piggy.
how seiy? i havent tell her yet. i call her bt she nvr pickup her phone. hais.
dont know how else to msg and call her after tmr. hope she reads my post.
mittin you will be extra hard this time. no phone to cntct makes it even harder.
piggy tkmo notti2 eh? piggy notti, berok pok you uh! hee.

iloveyou piggy!
im missin you babe! =D

byebye ppl. takecare.

♥ 1:07 AM

yest piggy came down to yewtee. just to mitt me. haha!
met her then lepak skejap. she's with fifi. best la kann dpt jumpe piggy.
happy sangatsangat! hehs. miss her so much siaa! grr!
ni jap lagy nk call piggy. accompany her to werk otf so she wont get bored. haha!
okay la tu. atleast i care kann. hees.
imissyou la piggy! im lovin you so much! berok promise tk notti2 kay. haha. piggy pob tkmo notti! grr.

Labels: happy when you're with me.

♥ 5:33 AM

disappointment in progress. please dont disturb.

Labels: always like this. hais.

♥ 3:47 PM

finally, i get to talk to piggy otp. haiyo. its been like so long we didnt talk.
bt she sounded so different. idk why. hmm maybe bacause i miss her too much. hehs.
mcm happy gitu kann dpt bobal dgn piggy. wee. i hope you're happy too piggy.
actually nari piggy ajak jumpe, bt then mama pulak saket. haiya. so tk jady.
piggy said wednesday bole jumpe. bt i scared wednesday im werking. haiya! how how?!
nvm la. i'll try my very best just to mitt her la. hees. rinduuuu la sgt kann. hais.
really happy getting to talk to piggy. =D i love my one&only piggy la! hehs. ^.^

Labels: hope we wont lose cntct again beybie.

♥ 7:56 AM

today will be my 2nd day of werk. hehs. yest was really fun. supervisor gerek, keje dgn members. somemore keje kte lepak seiy. best! gaji tetap masok pe. hahahah! hopefully today is the same as yest uh. klw lepak jgak kann best. nothing much to do. aslkann gaji masok sudah la. grr!




piggy, its been 6days you've not been msging me. you told me to wait for you to msg me. bt when isit will you msg me bie? how long should i wait? hais. idk how to find for you ald. idk whatelse to do now. please. text me asap. im worried. im scared. im lonely. ='(

Labels: idk where piggy go. hais. im scared.

♥ 8:14 AM

each day i think bout you.
thinkin bout your whereabouts,
how are you doing,
your work,
your health,
your allowance for each day. hmm.
each day you dont msg me,
the worriedness for you grows bigger.
afraid you might be sick or sumthing.
different things will go inside my head.
im sorry for not being there for you always.
bt the least i could do was to always call you.
im really sorry.
i hope today you'll msg me.
im really hoping so.
i love you.







today im werkin at sentosa. i also dont know as what. haha.
ppl called me and my frens to werk. so we just go werk uh.
the pay pon quite good la. for 1 straight week im werkin.
so im gonna be real busy. from morning to night everyday.
hope the werk will be good. =D
byebye ppl. imissyou la!

Labels: piggy tk rindu berok ke?

♥ 6:41 AM

babygirl, dont make me worry kay.
text me when you can. dont hesitate when you have the chance to msg kay bie.
do note that i love you so much. im missin my piggy.
sayaaaang piggy smpi mati!!

♥ 7:37 PM

piggy! piggy! piggy! piggy! haha! =D

actually, i just wanna tell you that i wanna give you a surprise. =)
jgn terkejot okay. hehs. pape picet kay.
aku rindu kau la! haiya. sayaaaang piggy aku la! =D

Labels: imissMYpiggy.

♥ 4:25 AM

just now, i tried calling piggy using my hp and hse phone, bt she didnt pick up.
then i tried using another num, she picked up and kept quiet. then there was this guy who said hello, bt i just kept mum.
hais. im wondering who is that particular guy. maybe her new bf i guess.
maybe she's happy without me. maybe she's ald forgetting bout me. hmm.
lacko lacko, slalu kacau pompan org. pfft!
tkpela. klw piggy happy, then piggy just go with that guy.
maybe he makes you even more happier than i do.
i'll be happy for you, i'll always be. dont have to think or worry bout me anymore kay?
i'll mend my own ways be it good or bad.
you told me to wait for you till you get a new hp, i waited, bt you went away.
im sorry for everything that made you mad or sad. maybe you didnt want to be with me at all. hais.
hope you'll be happy always. if you need anything, just text or call me. i'll always be here to help you. do take good care of youself. eat when youre hungry, rest when youre tired. dont want you to fall sick and suffer in the future.
i'll just keep memories with you. all the happy times we had, and even the bad times we've been thru together. 150708 wont be erased, bt always be here in my heart.
stay happy, and dont always quarrel okay piggy? hehs. byebye tc.



now im all alone. bt still, im waiting for her. her msg or call each&everyday.
im gonna be real happy when she msg me someday. haiya.
we got to sacrifice in order to see the other party happy.
if she's happy, i will too.



afta this, im going to jurong. go mitt my lil gf. haha. Marsha! hees. hope she's happy to mitt me ltr on. really miss her so much la. dah lamer tk jumpe la kann.
haiya. apape picet je la. tknk sudah. byebye. i miss that lil piggy. hais.

Labels: i'll sacrifice to see you happy. still waiting for you to come bck.

♥ 6:36 PM

i tried calling her during her lunch time. bt she still didnt pick up my call. i didnt slept all the way till now. im sleepy, bt i dont want to sleep. who cares anw? hmm.
dont know la. im sorry for everything. goodbye.



(11.30am)

Labels: slowly disappearing.

♥ 2:49 PM

i was awake the whole night cause i told someone that i'll be calling her in the morning before she goes to werk. just for her, i didnt slept. i held my eyes wide open so that i could call her and accompany her thru her journey to werk. i called her from 6.30am till now, 7.50am. bt still no answer. bt there was one call she ACCIDENTALLY picked up and then put it down. how sad could it be? i waited for the right time just to call her so that she wont be lonely thruout her journey, bt idk what was she thinking. i feel so sad, i feel disappointed. "i know im not your BF, bt dont treat me this way." nvm la. if you wanna continue being this way, then go ahead.
berok will only just wait for piggy. thats all.
you dont wanna msg me or call me, then nvm. i dont wanna be a pest in your life.
when you're angry, you dont give me the chance to speak. bt when im angry, everything goes bck in place when we talked it out. im always the one losing. im just a total failure. im disappointed.

(7.51am)

Labels: i wanna m.i.a. im sorry. too disappointed.

♥ 7:47 AM

you make me cry. what did i do?
why cant we just talk it out?
why must you hide everything from me?
how will our love grow that way?
nvr did i hide anything from you.
how are we gonna solve our problems this way?
think bout it piggy.
i know im not the one that suits you.
bt maybe, things will change if you make the effort to love like you always do.
im not the perfect one for you, bt i can be the one who will always love you no matter what happens between us.
you asked me to wait for you rmbr? i still got that msg. im still waiting for you.
imissyou. imissyou real bad. hope things would change. i dont want this to drag on and on.
things have to change for the better of our love.
iloveyou piggy. hope you do too.

Labels: lonely nights kept coming.

♥ 10:42 PM

yest night, went bowling with my friends. ramai gylerr siaa org. haiyo. kte je dah ramai. haha! played 3games tapy mcm lamer gitu nk habis.
atlast, dpt jgak jumpe danny. dier pon maen bowling jgak. klakar siak dier maen. ala, first timers always like that la. hehs.went home arnd 3am. really had a great time with my friends. =)

its been 3days since piggy last msg me. haiyo. so sad kann? everyday i msg her, call her bt no reply. dont know till when she'll gonna be this way. piggy klw marah, burok! seram tau. hais. really miss her la. see how la. monday klw dpt call ke msg dier, i'll be very happy la. hope to receive a msg from piggy la!

byebye.

Labels: piggy tk rindu berok ke?

♥ 6:24 PM

yest afternoon, went to take my pay. then i was odw to novena to take piggy from werk. i msg her ald bt she didnt reply. bt when i was ald at orchard, she msg me and said, "im not werking . im with mama ." then i was shocked, i thot she was at werk. bt then she said, " sorry then . im kinda not in the mood . hmm . go back aye ."
i felt so down, i felt so upset. didnt expect her to say that seiy. ='( i turned bck and make my way home. i was so so sad seiy. she said like that to me. hais. why seiy? why must say like that? theres no need to say like that seiy. haiyo.

i also dont know why she's mad at me.
im just telling you bout what i know and there you were getting angry with me. why? i wasnt angry at all when i found out bout that seiy. you didnt even picked up my call. hais. whats happening now? why must it happen now? why seiy?

bt i know she's at werk, cause she's not using mama's number. bt still i didnt go to novena since she didnt want to mitt me. what could i do? hmm. there isnt a need to lie to me. its not too difficult to just tell me the truth. nothing wrong pe. haiyo. idk why la. atleast i wont scold if you atleast tell me what. susah sangat ke bie? hmm. ni pon dier tukar blog URL dier. idk how to find it now. i cant get into tagged cause a fcuking person go change my password! babi! klakar pe siaa! fcuk siaa! bad days are coming again! i hate it! i really hate it siaa! urgh! im tired la. super tired.

piggy, if you feel like msging me, then just msg la. im always here waiting. like you asked me to wait for you, here i am waiting. bt if you dont want to msg, then nvm. i know who i am. aint nobody to you. hais! idk whats happening la!

myra, im sorry if i troubled you. i didnt mean to let you go thru all this trouble.

i always make ppl so difficult siaa! can i like just vanish from this world?! can i?! huh?! argh! more better what! i dont have to be so troublesome towards ppl anymore pe! fcuk siaa!

lacko lacko, just stop making ppl's life difficult okay. hmm.

im sorry piggy, im sorry myra. thats the reason why many piggy's GFs dont like me. i make ppl difficult. im sorry. i wont disturb all of you guys anymore. i really appreciate what you guys have done for me. i really appreciate everything. im really sorry. shouldnt have asked you guys for help in the ferst place. should have just go thru everything myself kann? hais!

hope piggy will msg me someday. i really miss her. =( i miss piggy so bad. i thot she'd be happy when i wanted to take her from werk, bt end up, she didnt even want to mitt me. hmm.

im sorry piggy.
im sorry to all her GFs.
im really sorry for all the troubles.
im sorry. ='(

Labels: dont give up lacko. keep trying your best.

♥ 6:51 AM

all i need was you to be true to me. thats all im asking from you.
im not asking much. im not mad at you even after i know what happened.
i just dont want to quarrel anymore sweetheart. im just asking for a simple thing.
i dont like when you lie to me. i really dont like it.
you should know how it feels when someone lied to you. it hurts baby.
even if im a nobody in your life, just dont lie to me. hais.
maybe you're mad at me, bt idk why. dont lie to me anymore. please.
just tell me, i wont be angry. i'll give you the freedom, bt have your limits.
you got feelings, i got feelings too bie. piggy, please dont do this anymore. ='(


if love is happy, so should we.

Labels: i give and take. cause iloveyou.

♥ 3:46 AM

sad. neglected. upset. ignored. disappointed.







no msgs received. . .







written at 12am.

♥ 3:27 AM

argh! im tired! just went to werk, mcm nk mams siaa! dah lamer tkde movers punyer job kann, skejap je dah penat seiy. haiyo! tmr im werkin at swissotel sumore. from 5pm to 2am tau! grr. conferm penat seiy. pfft! tapy tkpe. balek TIDO sudah! hahahah!

anw, at 12oclock, its berok&piggy's 15monthsary! yay! haha. lamer kann? i know. grr. im gonna buy sumthing for her. hehs. really hope she'll love it. gee. cant wait to mitt piggy la!
who's piggy? who else if its not my crazy lil girl? hahahah! find out urself la kay?
byebye. imissyou la piggy! sayaaaang piggy smpi mati! =D

Labels: never ending love story. love being with you.

♥ 10:33 PM

one more day to 151009! 15monthsary! yay!

Labels: love is always between us.

♥ 5:56 AM

myra asked me, when can love triangle stop?
i told her, only when the other party stays faithful to you. hah!
im right, am i? gaah!


anw, i dont feel good today. i feel like vomiting whenever i think too much.
haiyo. can i stop thinkin? please?

Labels: love will only be a circle unless you make it into a triangle.

♥ 2:45 AM

its great when you get to mitt someone who you really miss. haha.
tady went to town, then piggy was also at town. went to mitt her.
walaupon skejap, dpt lepaskann rindu jgak! hehs.
piggy lawa la tady! tk bole angs! really happy got to mitt piggy siaa today!
our 15mthsary cumin soon. im gonna buy for her sumthing. hehs.
hope she likes it. nk mitt dier lagy la! haiyo.
andand to my piggy, dont lie to me that you've eaten ald kay? i dont like it la.
what you want, i'll give you okay. tkmo tipu, tu je i mintak okay bby?
haiyo.

Labels: sayaaaang piggy smpi mati la.

♥ 11:43 PM

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im going crazy over you!

Labels: i love the way we are now. thanks baby.

♥ 2:27 AM

went to town yest with ricko and nizam. met farid at there. babygirl pon klua, tapy dier gy bugis. ingat nk jumpe, bt she with her GFs, so tkpela. hehe. skrg gy town pon, mcm dah tkde pape seiy. so bored. kte atlast pon gy boat quay. bored gylerr siaa. time balek, ricko blanje naek cab. wuuhoo!! haha. member dah gaji kann. ketuk dier uh. hehs.
today im werking from 7pm to 2am. wee! keje pon kt town. haiyo. sumenyer town. bosan uh!
i miss my piggy. haiya. yest she said sumthing sweet. hehs. sayaaaaang dier byk2 la!!

Labels: nothing is better than being with you.

♥ 1:24 PM

Today didnt get to mitt babygirl cause she forgot today she have the kuda kepang thingy. so i stayed home today. my friends all mittin their GFs today. so klw ajak lpk pon, dorg dgn pompan dorg. haiya. so sad la didnt get to mitt her today. she say tmr, tapy tmr i werking. hmph! tk tau la biler lagy nk mitt kann. she's busy werking, need to spent time with her GFs. hmm. dont know la.

Labels: baby berok lolli punyer.

♥ 4:47 PM

i dont think it refers to me.
it cant be. hmm.
some more, that "person" told me directly.
he still can say if i dont believe, ask her.
walaowei! bt idk know la. hais.
too sad to think bout it.
just let it be.
i'll just accept the fact whatever that will gonna happen.
i'll face anything that comes by me.
hmm. you know, i know. bt actually, you dont know.

Labels: still strong to go thru everything.

♥ 5:26 AM

to ppl who know abg ajid, i just want to tell you that you wont be seeing him for the time being. dont ask me why kay. i know why, bt i wont tell you even if you plead.
a secret, is a secret.
abg ajid, hope you are doing well. dont think bout us now, think bout urself ferst okay? after all that, kte bole enjoy samer2. dah tkya heran lagy. wee!! we will wait for you okay? nnt, kte maen bowling samer2. hehs. sorry i didnt get to follow you. cause at the same time, bpk dart meninggal. hais. dont worry, i'll take care of your adek2 okay? hehe. lack nk jady babysitter skejap. hahah! see you "soon". byebye.

Labels: starting to miss him.

♥ 4:17 PM

yest, went bowling with my frens again. haha. had a great time. took pics while playing. hehs.
bt the day was bad. baby diamond's GF broke up with him(due too some reason) and also my best bro, dart's father passed away(due to heart attack). hais.
why must this happen? i feel sad for dart. he's the only son siaa! oh my.
i hope he'll be fine. i know it will take some time for him to get over it.
bt dart, we'll always be here for you. even if youre in difficulties.
brudder tetap brudder. hati bersatu, jiwa sudah tentu.
afta this, going to the funeral. hais. i havent sleep bt i dont mind. dart is more impt. be strong dart.

anw, i got a bad news. hais. it hurts la. bt idk la. lets jst see bout it kay.
im not gonna tell "you". urgh! nvm la.
hope its not true.

Labels: stay strong bro. i know you are.

♥ 6:31 AM

yest went out with my family. actually dah janji kawan nk gy rumah marsha,
then mummy say cannot. must go out with her. pisaaaaang! anak mummy mahh.
haiya. i missed that chance man! hmph! bt they say next week dorg nk klua.
dgn kak lena sume. hehe. nk join uh!

today, my makciks coming my hse. hehe. so must stay home la.
must layan tetamu. gaah! boring siaa at home. pfft!
tmr, taking lolli from werk! yay! cant wait to mitt her. wee!
i miss her la. korg sume mane tawu! haha!

kay la. apape picet. nk mandy.
byebye. iloveMYlolli! hehs.

Labels: im her berok.

♥ 3:09 PM

just now went bowling with my bros. klakar uh.
bole gylerr siaa dgn dorg. gee. after bowling, we went home walking.
bole naek cab, bt sume nk jln. haha. so dark, bt happening uh.
tired siaa. my backbone nk patah ni. haha. lolli suroh patahkann teros je.
pisaaaang bby! nnt i patahkann you baru tawu! hahaha!
today im werking, tapy tk tido.
tkle tido uh. nari dpt gaji! yay! nk kene save, nk buy sumthing. hehe.

*aku rindu kau la! =(

Labels: you deleted all the photo comments. how sad could it be.

♥ 4:31 AM

this few days, really had a great time talking to lolli.
dah mcm dulu dpt bobal kt phone everyday. hehs.
all i want now is to mitt lolli. rinduuuuu siaa!! grr.
hope this will go on till whenever la. i just dont wanna lose cntct with her anymore.
had enuf of that. will do anything to change everything. =)
be mine always.

Labels: nk aku. carik aku okay. haha.

♥ 5:10 PM