i was awake the whole night cause i told someone that i'll be calling her in the morning before she goes to werk. just for her, i didnt slept. i held my eyes wide open so that i could call her and accompany her thru her journey to werk. i called her from 6.30am till now, 7.50am. bt still no answer. bt there was one call she ACCIDENTALLY picked up and then put it down. how sad could it be? i waited for the right time just to call her so that she wont be lonely thruout her journey, bt idk what was she thinking. i feel so sad, i feel disappointed. "i know im not your BF, bt dont treat me this way." nvm la. if you wanna continue being this way, then go ahead.
berok will only just wait for piggy. thats all.
you dont wanna msg me or call me, then nvm. i dont wanna be a pest in your life.
when you're angry, you dont give me the chance to speak. bt when im angry, everything goes bck in place when we talked it out. im always the one losing. im just a total failure. im disappointed.

(7.51am)

Labels: i wanna m.i.a. im sorry. too disappointed.

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