kiss me in the rain~

Sunday, February 28, 2010

even when i say that im not cntcting lalaa anymore,
you said all those to me.
you asked me if you stop cntcting din, will i stop cntcting lalaa.
and i said, im not cntcting lalaa anymore.
and now, youre saying all those "dont have to" say stuffs to me?
i didnt change at all. its the situation right now.
you think its easy for me when everything is repeating itself? pfft.
nvmnvm. i wont say another word.
i just wont say anything anymore. i'll keep quiet like how i used to be.
that way more better for me.

♥ 11:22 PM

Saturday, February 27, 2010

im falling

down

down

down

down

down

♥ 12:07 PM

Friday, February 26, 2010

i love you, Effy! (:

heyyheyy!
have been going to sch this week.
have alot of problems in studies.
its like im falling far from my subjects. hais!
im trying my best to study hard yea.
girlfriend has been a great support in my studies.
she advised me to go to sch each&everyday.
one, is bcos my study is impt.
two, is bcos she wants to mitt me everyday! wee!
iloveyou girlfriend!

this week, my friends&i was involved in a fight with this matrep.
haiyaa. dont know laa. dont wanna talk about it.
boo! suckers laa this kind of ppl! hahaa!
no time laa weyy!

wednesday, gave baby a box of Ferrero Rocher.
it was a gift of apology. its just a small one laa. hehs.
bt baby was blushing! ahhhh!
im soo loving you girlfriend.
im sorry for what i had done.
all this while, you were always there like i've always wanted.
Thanks soo much Nur ElfiDiana. I-Love-You!

friday, baby didnt came to sch as she was sick.
baby had a headache and gastric, i think. hee.
soo sad, i couldnt be there for babylove. im truly sorry.
gett well soon sayang! i cant see you this way. soo sad. hais.
eat your meddy everyday okay? (: dont be stubborn! bluekk!

tmr, supposed to go out with baby,
bt baby is sick. so she cant go out.
hahaa! i wont even let her go out laa! pui!
SIT AT HOME QUIETLY! hee :D
soo maybe im going out with my friends la (:

i miss my girlfriend so much.
the whole day today for me was so lonely.
was veryy sleepy when baby wasnt with me.
bt im the one who should be with baby.
i should be there for her.
im sorry dear, cause i wasnt there when you needed me.
to hear you say that you miss me,was veryveryy sad, lovee.
im truly sorry.

now, im looking forward to monday.
cause baby will be going to sch. yayy!
im gonna miss you sayang!
iloveyou soo soo much!

Labels: kiss my lips once more hunn.

♥ 7:45 PM

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

went to sch just now as per normal,
met friends, then met girlfriend.
had a great time with her (:

i thot of meeting you after your class,
cause i have something to give you.
looked for it the whole afternoon bt couldnt find it anywhere.
i bought something different instead.
i was happy that i ald bought something,
bt then, you told me that we're not meetin.
my heart shattered. i couldnt say anything.
bt yea, like what you said, we'll meet tmr then.
it was a gift of apology. haiss.
nvm, i'll just give it to you tmr. )':

to My Favourite Girl,

im sorry for everything that happened,
everything that made you upset or angry.
im sorry if i lied, im sorry for not telling the truth.
im sorry for everything that made you cried,
im sorry for hurtin you.
im sorry for all the wrong doings that i've done.
im truly sorry.

bby, i know youre upset,
bt let me tell you that i and her, are just closefriends.
nothing more than that. i swear.
i got you to love now, and i need not have another.
i just want you to know that,
I Love You Soo Much, lovee.

Labels: my heart is only for you.

♥ 7:18 PM

Sunday, February 21, 2010

firstly, i wanna talk bout yest.
yest, went rounding with my friends take lorry.
we went to alot of places to pick up our friends.
fun! bt then, the lorry tyre went ,"pssssssssst!"
theres a hole. hahahah! everybody scared ald.
bt we still manage to reach bck yewtee and go some other places too!
it fun effin fun! bt not that fun cause i miss girlfriend♥ :(

today, sit at home whole day. lazy wanna go out. now somemore raining. sleep more better. hee! :D currently, waiting for girlfriend♥ to wake up. wanna call her laa, miss her voice! booo!

tmr, schooling as per normal. cant wait to meet girlfriend! wooo! tmr will wait for girlfriend♥ until finish sch. then i'll go home. hehs (: I Love My Favourite Girl♥

its really sad when we have to walk separate distances. just bcos we live in different places. girlfriend's in simei, and im in yewtee. quite a far distance. each time she have to go, i feel as if sumthing is missing. felt different. my friends always say, "lack, asl diam? effy tkde je kau diam. dalaa, bsok bole jumpe lagy." then i smiled, cause i know that i have to be thankful, that i get to mitt her each&everyday (: even though we live faraway, im glad enuf that i've got you.

even when you walk away for a second,
im ald starting to miss your presence, ♥

my favourite girl,
I Love You♥

this was the ferst day we met.
the ferst day we talked.
the ferst day, i started to admire her ^.^

♥ 6:28 PM

Saturday, February 20, 2010

nothing much happened lately.
bt i'll update for girlfriend la :D

yest went lpk at yewtee with friends.
i fell asleep halfway. haha.
i slept for 3hours siaa.
woke up at 415am. smoke, then went home.
hahaa. puas hati tkya lpk siaa. boo~!

girlfriend was always doing sweet things.
nvr fail to make me smile. hee.
how am i suppose to leave her?
i dont think i will,
i dont think i can.
youre the one who lit up my life.
you gave me the hope to love once more.
now, i need you here with me.
to show me the right way.
iloveyou, babygirl.
♥♥♥♥

Labels: love is always between us.

♥ 3:38 PM

Friday, February 19, 2010

just came bck from cross country.
damn! im dead beat! haiyaa.
run so fast, get 41th position. basket!
haha! nvm la, atleast i tried siaa! hee.

girlfriend♥ got 5th place siaa!
so shocked! bt im proud of my babygirl♥ (:
"great job hunney♥ . atleast you got a medal."
hees.

still wondering why, outsiders have to interfere.
its between us here, not you guys out there okay!
so just mind your own business la.
come on la. you wont like it when i interfere in yours too.
so just shut your fcuking trap and fcuk off okay.
*suckers* :P

♥ babygirl, im trying to be strong here
and not hearing what ppl got to say.
i'll just keep my ears close and hope everything will be fine.
iloveyou, effy!♥ (:

Labels: jst fuck off people

♥ 7:23 PM

Thursday, February 18, 2010

hold my hands till you cant,
stay in my arms till you wont.
kiss my lips till it drys,
hold me tight till i die.

our love only needs the strength to carry on.

im still standing strong.
just for you baby.

♥ 7:50 PM

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

i'll just wait as time goes by.
. . .

you'll always see,
a smile on my face.
so that you wont know,
whether im sad or im happy.

life turning bck
as per normal
as the days passby.
no more special things that will happen.

♥ 9:08 PM

Saturday, February 13, 2010

all i want is the truth.
no point lying,
cause you'll feel bad anw.
i dont blame you for lying to me.
its just that you should have told me the truth.
lies arent the way to hide things from me.
maybe the truth hurts, bt its still the best for us.
i not angry, im just sad.
bt rest assure, i'll always love you, girlfriend (:

♥ 11:30 PM

im not gonna be happy leaving singapore.
hais.

♥ 3:47 PM

Friday, February 12, 2010

just now went to sch as per normal.
after sch, met hunn♥ at 247.
slacked, then hunn♥ got me my strawberries (:
she went thru all the trouble to put those strawberries in a box,
and put it in a fridge in one of the stalls in sch.
How Sweet! ahhhhh!
i was so paisey siaa! i didnt thot she would do that
cause i said i wanted it cold. haiyaa!
bt hunn♥, you really showed me your love.
i love you, you know! :D

inside the box, also have a loveletter hunn♥ wrote for me. hees. veryvery touching. i was blushinng siaa when hunn♥ asked me to read. i was shocked yet veryvery happy indeed. you went thru all that troubles for me. im so gonna get you sumthing! bluekk!

tmr will be going to KL with famm. hunn♥ was sad when she knew that today is the last we're spending time. tmr im off ald. dont worry dear♥, im gonna return safely. just be strong and wait for my return. im so gonna miss you when im off! haiyaa.

You showed me your love, now its my turn.

you made me smile when im with you.
your smile was all i saw,
making my heart fall in your arms.
laughters that cant be stop,
love that cant be bought.

Labels: two is better than one♥

♥ 6:59 PM

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

hellohello! :)
been busy schooling this few days.
spending time with friends & especially my baby♥!
always had a great day with my loved ones.

Monday, didnt sch. teacher on course.
met hunney♥ in the morning then went to poly.
took num ald, skali ramai org. walao!
actually we was supposed to go my hse.
bt my mummy didnt werk. our plan failed. boo!
we slacked at teck whye till noon.

really had a great time laughing with hunney.

i love you sayaaaang! (:

tuesday, didnt went to sch due to pants havent washed.
miss baby siaa. sit at home like stupid. haiyaa.
then go hosp cause mummy sick. grr!
only get to talk otp. haiyaa.

today, went to sch. had p.e lesson.
very tired. booo! like want to faint. hehs.
then met hunney somewhere. wee!!
fun! i like! i want! i want again! gee.

i had a tiff with hunn just now. due to some reasons. "i wasnt angry baby. not even abit." "i just didnt want to make you feel upset. thats all." im really sorry sweetheart. iloveyou ,& i want the strawberry! bluekk!

lets not get this in our way,
lets just make our love, great.

let ppl say what they wanna say,

as long as youre here, i wont be afraid.

"i love every single bit of you. i just wont turn my back and walk away."

your one&only,

Muhd Noah (:

♥ 6:34 PM

Sunday, February 7, 2010

yest went out with hunney♥ and her lil sis and bf. ferst met at city hall, bt then hunn♥ gave wrong information of where to mitt. she still can say, "alaa, you mane nk ingat kann klw klua dgn i." padahal bby yg salah tingkat siaa. haha. i was at the right place you know! boo! after that went to cineyleisure, ate pastamania then walk arnd while waiting for our movie to start. went up, bought for hunn♥ the anklet that she wanted. hee. we watched tooth fairy. ohh myy, damn funny siaa! hahaa! must go watch okay? hahaah. after movie, we slacked arnd for awhile. smokeysmokey, then bby have to go tamp mitt her daddy. nk buy hp for her lil sis. hunney♥ seems so happy yest (: im happy too. sape tk happy klw dpt spend time dgn org yg disayang kann? hehs. thanks for everything sweetheart. you always made me smile. you've changed my everyday life. ♥

i ♥ you Effy!

Love doesnt need to be put in words,
Love is better shown than said.
Words doenst mean anything if you dont mean it,
Love doesnt mean anything if you dont show it.
i love you baby (:

Labels: you make me love again (:

♥ 10:38 AM

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

im not angry hunney.
you dont have to be afraid alright?
everything happens for a reason.
just show me that im the one in your heart.
and im happy enuf :)

Labels: love needs no jealousy. it only needs faith in one.

♥ 7:09 PM

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Sorry for not updating.. haha.
have been busy schooling laa.
now schoolboy ald, studystudystudy! boo!

many things happened this few days.
too much to talk about la.
malas nk type. hehs.
just wait for my nxt update okay? :)

you made my day hunney :)

last week got keje kahwin at tamp,
hunney came down to meet me. hee.
had fun laughing with her.
sorry if i bullied you alot. haha.
thanks for coming down to mitt me.
how sweet of you. wee!
i miss you so much! =D

you wont know when im sad or angry.
im starting to love you.
please dont upset me.

Labels: make me smile everyday baby.

♥ 7:08 PM