kiss me in the rain~

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

this few days, i've been working all the time.
thats why i didnt update. hehe.
penat tau org keje. walao!
butbut, im saving my money for my license! yayy!
baby, keep supporting me okay? :)

i've been working and working till i got no time for myself.
finish work, go home sleep. booo!
but i'll always have time for my someone special (: hee.

it felt like so long since the last time we met, but actually, its not.
i started to miss you, when you took the train for home.
even when you walked away for awhile, the miss that i possesed, is too strong.
now, im missin you badly. each time we plan to meet, it wont happen.
always have sumthing that will spoil our plan. dammit!
butbut, i dont blame you. its fate that decides everything kann bie? ;)
all i want, is you, to be by my side always.
thats all im asking from you baby. iloveyou ;D
we love us! huhuu~
even when i know we cant be together. i still love you (':

Labels: i just love you.

♥ 10:11 PM

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

heyyhey!
yest, i worked. andand work was fun.
didnt have much things to do though.
we have to wait for the container to arrive.
janji pukol 11am, tapy tk dtgdtg.
had our lunch at 1130am, then we sleep! wooo! :D
slept till 230pm, then started to bring all the things down.
at 3pm then the container arrived. bodoh! hahaa.
didnt have to do anything cause my supervisor said tkpayah (: wee.
sat down with ayie, talktalktalk. hahaa.
got $50 for. . . nothing ;D

ex-girlfriend didnt let me work this job,
because i always have injuries.
that time, my finger kena slammed with fax machine, then bengkak. hahaa.
then my hipbones langgar kayu, bengkak also.
bt dear, this is the only job i like.
i cant do other jobs. not suitable for me laa. hee. im so sorry.
i'll always take care of myself okay bie? (:

had fun working with ayie, nvr stop to laugh whenever im with him. hees.
today not working, its my off day. haa. dont know what to do at home. booo!
okay laa, bye!

We Love Us!

Labels: you nvr fail to care for me (:

♥ 2:17 PM

Monday, March 22, 2010

weyy! kwnkwn aku, bkn mcm kau pehh kwnkwn.
kau punyer sume backstabbers pala buto!
mine's different from yours.
i choose my friends right. hah. atleast i appreciate with the things i have.
no use kau msg aku ckp sorry laa, ape laa. tk bererti laa.
i dont need you, to ruin my life.
adr jantan tu sudah laa, tk perlu nk kacau hidop aku lagy ;)
booooo! once a sucker, always a sucker (:

my friends,
are way different from yours, bitch.

♥ 12:40 PM

Sunday, March 21, 2010

these few days, have been cntctin my ex-girlfriend.
we talk about things, which made me smiled everyday.
the sweetest part was when she called me at 5am,
cried, and said "i just miss you so much"
ohh myy, didnt thot so that she would cry. haiyaa.
baby baby, dont cry okay. i cann always be there for you now.
im single ald. no one cann stop me now right? (;
atleast i got you now. i cann be happy the way we are with each other.
we'll meet up soon again okay :D i love my candiie girl!

to hyydayah lee,
thanks for all the support and encouragement that you and amin gave to me.
really needed all those. hehs. now im doing really fine.
ilove all my friends, they nvr fail to makeme happy. yayy!
friendship last forever, eventhough we're far apart (:
one day, we eat kachiaaaaaag okay? (:

Labels: heyy, im happy now (:

♥ 4:54 PM

Friday, March 19, 2010

ex-girlfriend, thanks for coming over and meetin me.
it was quite random yest when you called,
and i was lucky that i called bck. hahaa!
imissyou though, and so did you.
thanks for meetin me, i really had a great time with you.
now my holidays come ald, we cann always meet! yayy! :D
shhhh~ ltr got ppl scold you know. booo! iloveyou (:

♥ 7:51 PM

i cant seem to go on.
each time i see your pic,
my eyes goes teary.
i feel down, i feel lost.
i feel as if i've lost everything.
whats happening?
what happened to our promises?
what happened to our happiness together?
whyy must this happen?
why? why? why?
im confused, im frustrated with myself.
idk what else to do.
my phone's so quiet,
theres no msgs from you, no calls :'(
hais! bby! whats happening now?
what will become of me ltr?
what am i supposed to do next?
who cann i be pampered with?
all these questions, are breaking me down.
baby, give me your hands,
pick me up from where i've fallen.
hug me, hold me tight, kiss me.
i cant, i cant go on much longer.
i need you, i need you here with me,
encouraging me.
bie! where are you? :'(

Labels: lost in my own world.

♥ 12:08 AM

Thursday, March 18, 2010

strawberry kisses, no more.

i'll fake my smiles and my laugh,
just to see you happy.
strawberry kisses, no more :'(

Labels: cries that wont be heard. tears that wont dry.

♥ 2:53 PM

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

love is for two, not three. *suckers* :)

today is our 2nd monthsary (:
bought for girlfriend a small cake, strawberry heart-shaped cake.
hehs. i was really happy to see girlfriend smiling,
after we had a little misunderstanding in the morning. fcuk!
i dont get it, why must we quarrel when the fault doesnt comes from the both of us?
third party? hahaa. i guess so. fuck right?! haiyaa. dont know laa.
i feel like deleting my facebook ald. dammit. -.-"
luckily girlfriend was happy just now, im really glad.

"im sorry for everything that happened earlier,
im sorry for all those harsh words that i've said to you.
things arent just following our way. hais.
lets change it? cann? i dont wann this to keep happening.
it'll spoil our relationship in the end.
i dowan. just rmbr that i love you, effy!"

lastly, Happy 2nd monthsary elfidiana!

Labels: change it all baby.

♥ 9:25 PM

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

i feel so down. . .

i think, im falling. . .

Labels: :(

♥ 11:56 PM

Monday, March 15, 2010

time flies babyy ~ two souls, one beat.

i still rmbrd the ferst time we met,
under the blk then went to lavender.
ferst i was shy, bt after, its as if we knew each other for long.

had fun slackin with each other at lavender.

it was sweet of you to accompany me just to make my passport.

then, i fell in love.

your way of entertaining me was beyond my imagination.

it was slow, bt at the same time, melting my heart.

the way you look at me was "one of kind".

the kisses we had, the hugs we shared.

everything was out of my thots.

we started our relationship well,

but tell me, which relationship doesnt have ups and downs? hehs.
we went thru it even it was painful.
suffer now, happiness ltr (: right bie?

i dowan make girlfriend sad anymore.

and im trying my best to strengthen things up.

i aint gonna let this go so easily.

"i was down before, but you picked me up with your loving hands"

lets make everything worthwhile. all we need is faith with each other.

iloveyou, effy! & i'll always will.

170110~ strawberry kisses.

♥ 7:20 PM

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Heyy baby! you make me love you!

just now went to sch as per normal,

was late for class bt i dont care. hahaa.

met baby during lunch and after her class.

awww, how i wish you knew how much i love you baby!

we sat arnd, talked & laughed with each other. hees.

iloveyou, effy! :)

tmr, supposed to werk.

bt the job was cancelled. hais.

bt good also laa. get to mitt baby! weee!

tmr all theory lessons. gonna be boring. boo! =.=

baby, you better wait for me tmr!

i dont care! bluekk! hahaa.

you nvr wait, you dont talk to me uhh. grr.

its been so long since we spent time together dear.

we had our hard times, bt we went thru it together.

lets be strong and continue our love,

lets not let a small thing, destroy our drug.

hold tight to my hands, with love, we stand :)

im soo in love with you effy!

*lets play spit again, bby!*

*AdorableLovesStrawberry*

Labels: you made me happy dearest

♥ 9:04 PM

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

have been busy schoolin these days.
hols coming up, and exams are arnd the corner. haiyaa.
need to study. ltr girlfriend scold. bluekk! :D
go sch, very tired due to the weather. its effin hot nowadays.
cnt stand it ald. bt what to do, still have to go sch liao. booo!

i wanna get something for girlfriend.
it caught my attention the moment i saw it. hee.
girlfriend wanna know?! hahaa! no way! wait for it okay.
it'll soon come to you. hehs. just be patient.
i hope its still there siaa. haiyaa.

im missin my girlfriend. the moment she walked away from me, i'll always start to miss her ald.
can you not walk away from me? just stay with me. be with me always. cann you bie? :)
iloveyou, effy.

♥ 9:12 PM

my heart is shivering..

afraid you might leave me.

Labels: boyfriend loves you :'(

♥ 8:02 AM

Monday, March 8, 2010

girlfriend, i know he's in bad condition. but that doesnt mean you have to be there each and everyday. he needs you? then what about me? you think i dont need you? isit? hmm. he got his own family to take care of him. you dont have to go there each and everyday, tiring yourself eventhough youre sleepy. you meet him everyday till late night then you go home. i msg you, nvr reply, i called, nvr answer. its so sad, you know. hais. you dont spent much time with me now. jumpe kt skola skejap, then youre off to hosp. mcm i ni bkn mataer you gitu. imagine, you in my situation, how would you feel? im tired of always keeping quiet. bt when i express everything, you'll say i changed. if only you know how im feeling now, then you'll understand.

♥ 10:30 PM

Sunday, March 7, 2010

maybe to you, you wont see it for yourself.
bt to me its clearly stated.
you dont spent much time with me now.
you dont text me much,
you dont call me often.
even when i call you, you didnt answer.
all your times, was with him.
you may think that its nothing.
bt deep down, im hurt. hais.
he must have meant so much to you.
each and everyday you go down there to see him.
even when youre tired, you still went there.
when i asked you not to go, you give me many reasons.
trust me, if this keeps going on, your feelings towards him,will change.
and i bet now, he's loving more.
dont mind me. im fine here. always have.

Labels: i'll just smile like nothing happened.

♥ 7:27 PM

Friday, March 5, 2010

time check: 6.27am.

today im werking bt girlfriend doesnt know about it.
werking for this sat, suppose to go out with her.
bt, i dont think it we will, due to some reasons.
i know you wont want to go out.
its okay.

nak degil, degil pandai.
jgn degil, menyusahkann org! hah.

♥ 6:27 AM

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

have faith in me,
we'll be fine together (:

as the days passes by,
things get better eventually.
all bcos, of idk what. hahaa.
actually, my anger wont last for long.
if you know how to comfort me,
it wont be long, i'll be fine.
like i said, it takes time for a wound to heal.
soo babygirl, dont worry.
im still here for you even though im angry or sad, happy or mad.
i wont go anywhere (:
now, things are showing some improvement between girlfriend and me.
im sorry for all the things that happened before.
just do rmbr that i'll always love you, girl.

"you make me fall, bt you came bck and picked me up.
i smiled and hugged you, you held me tight as if you dont wanna let me go.
i hold your hands and said, i love you, effy" (:

things cann be difficult between us,
bt it doesnt mean we just give up and let go.
we need to find a way to solve everything,
just to see the happy smiles on our faces each day.
obstacles will occur, bt dont you worry.
i'll hold your hand tight, and we'll be fine.

♥ 11:25 PM

Monday, March 1, 2010

i wish,
you were here with me, tonight.

♥ 11:00 PM